Friday, January 1, 2010

Rx:

Don't you love that feeln of opening a brand new journal and writing on its first page?
Everytime I start a new journal, there's an irreplaceable feeln of starting fresh. Starting over. Starting something new. Staring into the future which seems unknown. Today I started a fresh page. Perfectly fitting for the new year I guess. And this caused me to look back to the year I just had. 2009, like pretty much every year had its fair share of ups and downs. But if there is one thing I am so proud of is the outcome. The outcome of all those events whether good or bad and how I and others are being changed for the better. I am nowhere near perfect nor will I ever be but 2009 is the year where absolutely every portion of my life was completely laid out there.
It seemed as if 2009 was the year of truth and healing.
And I believe that now after everything, it will BE better.
The Rx: is simply time.
For under every circumstance, "we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them."
Nothing but love and restoration are overwhelmingly filling my soul...
I cannot tell you how long I've been waiting to find this again - there's an amazing feeln of peace embedded into the intricate chambers of my coronary arteries.... and it feels right. It feels goooooood.
And I have faith that complete restoration is bound to happen.
But in His time, not mine.
There are many things to look forward to in 2010.
My dreams are staring at me right in the eye and I'm ready.
2010 is the year of movement in my life.
It is the season for change.
But with everything, I remember His will... and not mine.
- Signed, sealed & delivered...