Sometimes.

Sometimes you wish things were easier. Sometimes you wish you could forget. Sometimes you wish you were someone else, even just for a little while. Sometimes you wish you could re-write the past. Re-write what happened 30 days ago. Or maybe it was 30 hours ago. 30 minutes ago. 30 seconds ago. Erase it from your memory. Remove it all... But this just isn't the case.

Re-writing the past wouldn't help a bit. Situations and even mistakes have taught lessons. Lessons that will never ever ever be forgotten. And character is something that is not built instantaneously but through the toughest situations, you will always grow. Lauryn Hill couldn't have sung it better, "After winter must come spring. Change, it comes eventually..."

It's going to catch up to you and sooner or later, you will get tired of the same patterns over and over and over again. So conciously you have to reach the point where there's no more looking back. No more looking back to who you were even 30 days ago. 30 hours ago. 30 minutes ago. 30 seconds ago but to look ahead into who you are going to become. The past is the past. And the future is waiting right ahead of you... what more are you waiting for?


- Signed, sealed & delievered...